Just bought this book on the kindle on how to be an adult in a relationship so far it has hel me in calming myself down,
Yesterday when I was with C I got a bit jealous as she was talking to her Childs father on slype at dinner. I guess I shouldn’t have looked at her phone upside down.
I also felt a bit jealous because he is coming down permanently and I felt jealous and scared as to what that would mean? Does Oliver know about me and C?
Was it the reason she wanted to breaku with me a few days ago?
Not likely? I dont know as we are still together even though there is no spark or we are taking it very slow. I just don’t know.
For now I am acting as a friend towards her and hopefully we do get together in time,
Just also been thinking that because she will be a nurse in the future we won’t have much tine to ourself. Would that even help us build a relationship? Am I right to be with her?
Is my patience running thin? Would I be able to cope with it in the long run?
It feels risky but i don’t want to lose her.