It has been quite a while since I’ve spent sometime at uni, well mostly at the SU bar. The bar has sort of changed, it has new lighting which makes it all new and bright. I quite like it, but some say the new coat of paint won’t do much to improve the bar. Well I just think they are not looking on the bright side of things.
Today for the first time I’ve acted more mature and haven’t done any crazy things. I’ve joked and teased people but not the extent that I use to do back in 2009. So I think its going well now. I really didn’t want to stay for long people wanted me to stay for abit to sort things out with their ipods. Well you know…the geek in me couldn’t refuse.
I spoke to new people today, which was pretty good and boosted my moral. I felt even better when a few girls I’ve met last year said Hi to me at the pool table. I didn’t know their name and I wasn’t in the mood for the excitement and going up to talk to them. I wasn’t feeling anything that day. I just wanted to go home, rest and finish my revision for Thursday. That’s all I wanted to tell you the truth. But I did feel good saying no to myself to approaching the girls. It felt like I had standard and wouldn’t jump onto any girl who felt interested in me because at the end of the day, you don’t want to be perceived as a needy and having too low of a standard. Saying no sometimes does benefit you, it’s hard to explain but its this aura that you get around you.
Also like my mate and I use to say in high school, if 1 girl likes you, then the rules are that there 10 other girls that might like you to.
Anyway I will continue my post on self development and what I really want in a relationship another time, so this one isn’t a subsequent post to it.
A quick note on my revision: I am planning on doing a good chunk tomorrow, so tonight is a free night, I’m just going to down my protein shake and then go sleep, wakeup at 6:30am tomorrow and do a lot of notes and revision. For Wednesday I am to only focus on reading and understanding my notes that is what my aim is. I will have to do it tomorrow, so it will be a strict offline revision all day long.
Well anyway this has been a very long post, I will go ahead and take my protein shake and I’ll update you tomorrow.